Park: Aoi Minori
Translated by Ex-S Woo
"I debuted while still thinking how much
I didn't want to do this!"
I've already made fifteen
tapes since I've been scouted. I still remember my debut video
though. I don't think I moved at all now that I think about
it. I was seriously thinking about running out of the place
at the time. It wasn't because I was nervous. I really hated
it at the time. I think I also cried during then. I remember
that much. So it is the video that I have the most memories
with, but at the same time it's the worst one I've been in.
It's definitely not something I could recommend to my fans.
Nowadays I'm split 50/50 with my thoughts of hating this work
and enjoying it. I start to enjoy it once the shooting actually
"I was on the tennis team for both junior high and high school.
I love cute guys!"
I was on the tennis team for
junior high and high school. We didn't take things too seriously
though. I was interested in men back then too. I still love
cute guys, just like back then. I finally got a boyfriend
when I turned fourteen. He was really popular and I liked
him a lot. And given that he was the one that confessed to
me... I was all over him. But everyone around us were became
so cold around us that we couldn't do anything. We didn't
date... we didn't even walk home together. Relationships naturally
dissolve in that situation. The next thing I knew he found
someone else and we broke up. I still think about him every
once in a while. If I was more truthful to myself and acted,
I think I wouldn't feel angry at myself.
"I wasn't pressured but I did have sex."
I did it for the first time
when I was fifteen. I think I was a freshman in high school
at the time. There were girls sleeping around back then, but
I didn't feel pressured. I guess it was just the timing. It
was someone that I did like and it's not like I regret it.
He was the same age as me but I think he had lost his virginity
already back then. I didn't go out with him that long though.
At most three months. I didn't even feel down when we did
break up. Maybe I didn't like him that much after all?
"I like sex, but I can't get used to the
I think I like sex. I'm not
seeing anyone right now, but I think I wouldn't mind having
a sex friend. But I still can't get used to shooting in front
of a camera though. There are some that enjoy it or get turned
on by it, but I still get nervous even after fifteen tapes.
There are times when I ponder about running out.